Due to the backstabbers that has sent my e-mail address to people and used my livejournal against me, this has become friends only for a while.

Don't you hate it..when you're in a new guild..and you make a joke, but no body laughs? But if a member (or long time member) of the guild makes the same/similar joke, it's funny as hell?

Or when people bitch about the smallest of things, and when you join in on the bitching, you're the one that has the problem, and you were wrong for not taking it to an officer or CL?

1.Animator
2.Desktop Publisher
3.Actor
4.Interior Designer
5.Cartoonist / Comic Illustrator
6.Artist
7.Graphic Designer
8.Comedian
9.Musician
10.Medical Illustrator
11.Composer
12.Special Effects Technician
13.Industrial Designer
14.Casting Director
15.Computer Animator
16.Fashion Designer
17.Sport Psychology Consultant
18.Computer Trainer
19.Planner
20.Critic
21.Print Journalist
22.Psychologist
23.Translator
24.Humanitarian Aid Worker
25.Technical Writer
26.Market Research Analyst
27.Marriage and Family Therapist
28.Exhibit Designer
29.Website Designer
30.Costume Designer
31.Model Maker
32.Craftsperson
33.Potter
34.Home Inspector
35.Environmental Health Inspector
36.Corporate Trainer
37.Clergy
38.Public Relations Specialist
39.Gerontologist
40.Taxidermist

lawl

...lawl...

........LAWL....

Well, not really, but this is a fantastic video.

First of all, here's some photos:

http://s34.photobucket.com/albums/d126/artisticdr34ms/Baby%20Pictures/

I started to feel my stomach tighten around 12:30 PM.. and we found out that I was having regular contractions around 1 PM. 

We went to the birthing center at 2:30 PM, and I was admitted at 4 PM. The contractions weren't painful until they popped my water at 9 PM. That's when the most intense pain I've ever felt. At 11:30 PM, I got the epidural, and after 30 minutes I was feeling FANTASTIC, but very exausted. I played the Wii with friends up until 1 AM.. tried to get some rest, but they asked me to start pushing at 2 AM. I had went from 5 cm when they popped my water to 10 cm at 2 AM. 

I pushed until 4:03 AM, when he was born. Child took the term "ripped me a new one" to a whole new level. 

10 pounds 3 ounces, 14 3/4 inch head, 15 inch chest, and 20 inches long. 

He's already holding his head up for about 5 to 6 seconds on his own, and he's only 2 days old. 

:) I feel much better today, but still very drained and tired. 

I might get on later today to chat again. <3

..being 21 sure doesn't feel different.

:'( Can't even drink, though.

But when geeks have babies.. they warp the child:

Holy shit..

I love you, Mel Brooks.

Please don't let me miscarry....

Going on full on rant mode right now.


I really, really have a sudden distaste for role playing on the live journal. Keyblade Wars looked very interesting. The first thing that got me was that you had to apply for it.. Uh, okay. Sure. I get a reply later, saying I need to work on my third person writing. Excuse me? I described my character walking into an empty room (at least a whole paragraph of detail and whatnot). I can't exactly give you an epic story without the rest of the story involved. I've been writing stories since I was in the 10th grade. I feel my writing skills are amazing (once I put effort into it). So that's when I realized that they're fucking snotty, elite assholes.

Then, I thought Sam posted something in her LJ about Keyblade Wars going down, so I left a comment: "Well, I tried out for Keyblade Wars, but I was told to work on my third person writing. Pfft." Turns out, I had posted in the keyblade_ooc LJ. I SWORE I took that off my friend's list after that BS with Keyblade Wars. Then someone later replies "Ain't life a bitch~" and when I go to reply, the LJ has become friend's only.
(EDIT: Turns out that I did remove keyblade_ooc off my friend's list.
EDITEDIT: This is where I am a retard. Sam had posted a link to the journal post about SOMEONE ELSE posted about keyblade wars. *shootself*)

Fuck you. Fuck you and your snotty ass role-playing. Fuck you and your "We're better than you, so we sit in front of a computer all day and role play on our LiveJournal 'cause we're so cool like that."


And another thing...

I try my fucking hardest to be friends with Adam's friends. But in the end, I'm just treated like shit every time I go visit them with him. They're just TOO GOOD for me. I guess it's because Adam and his friends are just SO MUCH SMARTER THAN ME, so whenever I'm around, or whenever I talk to them, I get treated like I'm some retarded child.

I'm getting sick of being tried like I'm on the short bus.

Okay, so sorry that I don't make all As or Bs. So sorry that I'm not in college right now. I guess I'm just a fucking dumbass since I don't do the same shit you guys do.

I give up.

I give up trying to please people.

I don't need this stress when I'm pregnant. (Oh, yeah, I told them I was pregnant, and it was like a "Whoop de doo" reply.)

Now, if you'll excuse me, I got a jar of pickles with my name on it.

Everyone should watch this:

To those who were too lazy to click on my phone post, I'll just be blunt:

I'm pregnant.

-_- Jared Padalecki could be my brother.. :P

And I'm just getting over being horribly sick...

Who's coming to my wedding?